PrInCeSs JOaNnE

happi chinese new year!!

2010-02-13T11:05:00.004+08:00

Todae is new year eve.
is oso a first blog post tis yr tt i am blogging.
its been so long since i last blog.
i receive a gift frm Dearest . will update e pics once taken.

hereby wishin all fwens,
happi chinese new year!!!

2009-09-18T09:53:00.002+08:00

i am feelin terrible rite nw...but i dun wish to blog it out~~ no pt sayin... mi got to wk hard on my own stupid project alone tis sat?? mayb.. but i so lazy... feelins so confused status....i tink goin on lyk tis i gonna hav depression... RUBBISH!!! haha LOL...

blog u r so good to mi...@ least u wun say mi bac....@ least u will lett mi blog out my feels.... i love u BLOGGIE =)

Ytd meet up su anne jie for a little chat.. So nice meeting her ...

than cabb hm to watch last episode of heart of greed( 溏心风暴) ...e endin i dun really like...anywae i am a xi me... U all noe's wad's tt? means i am a television freak.... my eyes will nv be away frm my tv... So i am a so call " zai nu " ya i am!!~!!! Wadeva la~~haha

tis comin sat will be all alone le...frm nw ba...

NO one really understands mi.....

blog would u understand mi? Do u understand my previous POST wad am i saying???

2009-09-15T09:47:00.002+08:00

Creatin havoc

humilation once again!!!

juz 4 e Word "Sorry"

e unwillingness n endureness in me

hatred..

tears flow dwn

Darkness

2009-08-28T11:12:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored!!!
Instead of typin www.blogger.com...i went to type www.bored.com tt proves hw borin i am nw...
hw i wish tym past fast, cos e clock seems to be ticklin slowly!~!!! Argh..
i can't wait to c Mr P =)
Here am i blogging...
blog when i feel lyk to?
nth much to do?

So recently, I have come across a very interesting article.
I shall have the pleasure to share with you =)

The Love Word:

After 6 weeks: Baby I looo-ve you, I love you, I love you!
After 6 months: Of course, I love you my dear.
After 6 years: GOD, if I didn't love you, then why did I marry you?

Back from Work:

After 6 weeks: Honey, I'm home! Muacks!!!
After 6 months: I'm BACK!!
After 6 years: Have you cooked yet?

Phone Ringing:

After 6 weeks: Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
After 6 months: Here, it's for you.
After 6 years: ANSWER THE PHONE DAMMIT!!

Cooking:

After 6 weeks: Oh, I never knew food could taste so good!
After 6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?
After 6 years: CURRY AGAIN??

New Dress:

After 6 weeks: Wow, you look like an angel in that dress.
After 6 months: You bought a new dress again?
After 6 years: How much did THAT cost me?

TV:

After 6 weeks: Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?
After 6 months: I like this movie.
After 6 years: I'm going to watch a movie, if you're not in the mood,
go to bed, I can stay up by myself!

Making Love:

After 6 weeks: Baby, I want you tonight?
After 6 months: Lets make another baby, my mother just called!!!
After 6 years: Please MOVE over to your side, I'm suffocating here!!!!

2009-08-28T09:47:00.004+08:00

I miss....
I miss
I missesssss.......
I am craving 4 ChOcolate Fondue=)

2009-08-20T12:05:00.000+08:00

feelin bored~~ so juz come to my blog n view...i realize its been a long tym eva since i last posted. currently having business statistics and OB 4 tis term ..argh...i hate bs...cos is maths...gettin a difficult way through!! tryin my best =)
tis comin sat a buz dae 4 mi going for an interview @ bukit batok after wk..after interview need to rush dwn to ion orchard gt an appt @ 3pm wif shuemura =)

2009-05-29T10:52:00.004+08:00

http://www.fiatpress.com/index.php?method=gallery&action=zoom&id=1315
Show car Fiat 500 ‘Barbie®
Fri - @Prive Marina at Keppel Bay tonite~~
Sat- after 5 pm will be @ Zouk
E abv website is e gallery of barbie fiat 500...

Princess Dream!~!~!

2009-05-24T10:00:00.002+08:00

tis few weeks was buzing wif studies n wk...so no tym to update my blog...
nw i gonna update my blog...
two weeks ago i celebrated my bdae wif lots of fwens... its was tiring being a host but it was a fun nite... i will always rmb tt dae... =)
anywae ltr i am meetin up wif my classmates to do assignment.. tired tired tired!!
Short post again...dun nag mi ...i will try to write a longer post juz dunno wad to write la!!
i miss u galss...thx 4 coming to my bdae party...nxt week shall we meet on thurs? lett mi noe =) Loves n missess

2009-05-15T12:01:00.006+08:00

buz recently abt sch & wking stuff... will update real soon =)

happi bdae to everyone who falls e same bdae date as mi!~!~!

todae will be a v.special dae n always will be....

Loves 21 Pretti 21 Sweet 21

2009-04-13T11:05:00.002+08:00

天空下起雨了
Tian kong xia qi you le
他撑的伞
ta cheng de san
在你的身边陪着
zai ni de shen bian pei zhe
可是我不快乐
kes shi wo bu kuai le
因为看见他脸上的笑
yin wei kan jian ta lian shang de xiao
是很勉强的
Shi hen mian qiang de
我很想爱他
Wo hen xiang ai ta
但是眼睛在说谎
Dan shi yan jing zai shuo huang
隐瞒比较容易吧
Yin man ni jiao rong yi ba
免得感情变的复杂
mian dei gan qing bian de fu za
我很想爱他
Wo hen xiang ai ni
但是理智在吵架
Dan shi li zhi zai chao jia
退出可以解围吗
tui chu ke yi xie wei ma
谁能给我一个好的回答
shei neng gei wo yi ge hai de hui da
爱情是模糊的
Ai qing shi mo hu de
可怜的是没有勇气选择
Ke lian de shi mei you yong qi xuan ze
如果再舍不得
Ru guo zai she bu de
这样下去我们每个人都是受害者
Zhe yang xia qu wo men mei ge ren dou shi ai hai zhe
当爱情陷在危险边缘
Dang ai qing xian zai wei xian bian yuan
是否都会伤痕累累
Shi fou dou hui shang hen lei lei
是否都会苦不堪言
Shi fou dou hui ku bu kan yan

2009-04-09T10:25:00.004+08:00

its been a while eva since i last updated my blog....
i am sick!!!... i tink muz be going too much of party world.....havin sore throat,bad flu n fever....hav to eat med=( i hate most!!!
lalala~~~ i wanna go overseas~~
everyone seems to be out of town....
tonite js goin taiwan too =(,
will miss e tym quarrellin wif him~~ hahahah...
muz take good care of urself =)
bon voyage~~

2009-03-23T10:07:00.021+08:00

Saturday~~

hav lunch wif cynthia

meet shir n joe 4 k Session(", )

took lots of photos!!! Shall upload sme photosss....

nitexx meet js 4 dinner =)

MOndae bluee~~

So tired!!!!

tired tired tired =(

i wanna slp le~~

2009-03-18T21:35:00.005+08:00

Dinner wif Sf @ cavana sp... Nw i shall upload sme pics we took together juz now..

Nice meeting her todae...

2009-03-16T21:50:00.005+08:00

new hairstyle!!!!

2009-03-16T14:34:00.006+08:00

Got tis link through one of my fwen's blog, try it if ya wan =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Note : i disagree

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Note : Am i??

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-09T15:07:00.003+08:00

ytsd sent edmund off to airport... feelin sad.. wondering when would he come bac to spore again??? of cos in front of him i did nt cry..but smile..=)
chattin online wif wendy ytd,she oso gt herself a job @ hk... =( wun get to c her tt often...but i wan u bac, instead of gifts...
hopefully she would be able to attend my bdae party when she is bac on may 8.. e firz ting u reach spore giv mi a cal.. ya? i miss u lots =(
A few daes ago, i saw my long lost fwen JANICE... My pri skool fwen...
when she saw mi, she gav mi a hug.. So sweet of her =) will be meeting her after wk 2 morrow..
tis sat she will be going bac to perth to study... unable to attend my bdae party.. miss her too.. =(
meetin js ytd 4 lunch... we had western food @ astons
i will be cuttin short my hair nxt week, bye to my long hair !~!~!

2009-03-02T20:56:00.010+08:00

ytd went to party world wif serene n shir... after tt meet anthony hav a chat wif him cos sme quarrels btw serene n him again.. i realize he really love her lots.. cos no matter hw serene throw temper,he will go after her and xplain to her. n he willing to accept whu she is.. her dressing.. everything.. So touched rite??? So envy of her =) i can understand hw serene feels when she say u went to pub n drink lots.. She really worried abt u... n of cos she is worried u flirt wif gals... LOL but i guess u din.. anywae pro already solve...hopefully they can stay happily 4 eva =)

21st bdae gift frm mummy.. So sweet of her.. thankss mummy... love love love...

2009-03-02T20:46:00.003+08:00

To : Cor
Gal, i'm sorry alrite..tt dae after meeting js i actually intend to go hm n change than come out to meet u de..i tink is becox of e rain so i feel abit cold n tired so i decided nt to go out..n cancel e meetin.. nt becox no heart to meet..i am nt tryin to say tt i am nt @ fault.. i am k.. So sorry.. dun angry le.. N e meeting wif my kor is really last min de.. is nt planned de..

2009-03-01T08:36:00.002+08:00

Nw i havin a bad headache,can't get bac to slp so decided to blog.. ytd after wk meet jiasheng..went to aston to eat n chat..after tt went hm had a change than go causeway wif js again..
i knew shir is wkin in popular than i decided to ask js go popular... after tt js realize i lie to him, he abit angry wif mi.. i feel so bad la.. they eventually talk to each other.. nt to disturb them i decided to walk around @ causeway.. after e chat..mi n js went to toastbox n had a drink.. it was raininn i love e song..下雨天
ytd nite went out wif edmund n his fwens to mansion ..ytd drink lots..but it seems lyk i wun get drunk @ all =(
On my way bac hm.. feelin so uncomfortable than throw up everyting.. than i tink i slp in his car le..

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
*期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累
**怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
*1st time repeat to end
**2nd time repeat to end
tis song is meaningful..

2009-02-28T08:59:00.004+08:00

To : shir
i can onli tel u tt 4 wad i know abt js. JS doesn't hav anyone in mind. he hav his reasons by saying this perhaps he feel is really unfair to u ..doesn't mean he don't hav feelings 4 u. Indeed,he really cares 4 u lots... when he is bac, he cal mi n ask whether how r u? tis proves tt @ least he care.
i noe u really dun wish to giv up on tis rs.. jie oso wun ask u to giv up on him.. Y? cos i should learn frm ur positive tinking.. U wun giv up smetings easily. i tink mayb ltr i will meet him.. perhaps ltr than c whether he wanna say tis topic k.. if he dun feel lyk sayin i wun bring it up..cos he will feel v.vexed.. unless he really would talk abt ur rs pro..i will try hard to help u k .. i promise..u muz oso promise mi nt to cry le..

To : Serene
U seems to hav v.childish tinking..mayb perhaps when u tel mi u really wan break up wif ur bf tt is becox he lie to u tt he go msia to play instead of work. but when i ask u, u really mean ur words wanted to break up u cannot ans mi.. Do u noe y? is becox u care n love 4 him. i understand.. n i noe u r upset when he lie to u.. u juz throw e phone on e ground n say tt beta dun look 4 u when he is bac to spore..
BUT ask urself again, Do u really wan tis to happen tt he doesn't even find u when he is bac, u dun wish rite? So y say break up?
my advice to u, wait 4 him to be bac frm msia, c whether hw he xplain to u. perhaps he really din mean to lie to u.. he juz wanna go relax himself. doesn't mean he done sme ting behind ur bac.. if he really does ,he wun even bother to tel u where he gone to.. dun repeatly saying break up, it will onli makes him feel u doesn't even lyk him, u can say break up so easily. eventually he will lett u go.. understand??

As 4 mi, many of u msg mi ask mi whether y i am so happi after break up.. y am i so cruel? y i doesn't even hav feelings 4 him?
when sme 1 tel u tt he doesn't even have feeling 4 u or when sme 1 tel u tt he doesn't even wanna patch would u hold him bac? NO RITE.. when shir told mi i should wk hard givin mi encouragement, when i thought its my mistake..i try hard to hold him bac le.. but his ans still e same he onli wanna be fwens. when sme 1 doesn't even repent on his mistakes.. he juz keep on doin e same tings hurting u over n over. tellin mi those excuses tt being his gf criteria is building up good rs wif his family.. no matter yes or no, his parents juz dun lyk mi. they onli lyk his ex. if he really loves mi he will wk hard wif mi to change his parents mindset but he dun wish to. Telling u tt he wk can't even msg..but in past can?? would u really believe his words? he juz simply change.. Y still hold onto him.. Since he is so happi breaking up.. y nt let him be? his ans to mi to he will nt be wif any more gal juz wanna focus on his studies n work? is it? i really dunno.. as 4 shir she wanna noe abt js tings i can find out n tel u abt it..but 4 him..i doesn't even noe his family or fwens well..nobody would tel mi whether is he attached or nt unless he's willing to tel mi e truth himself...
u all really tink i so heartless? Dun feel a single ting.. tt is lie.. i do feel sme ting i am a human being nt a soul without a heart.. i still miss e way he play piano.. touch my nose..everyting.. but he juz doesn't love mi...perhaps he love others..perhaps he doesn't even wan to get into rs juz wanna fool around??? i can onli guess... i dun hav an ans...
i doesn't cry.. ya i dun cry in front of him, cos i dun need pity..
Ytd meeting those 2 gals.. i noe they r sad..instead of crying making things worst i gt to talk to them explain to them.. meetin kelvin 4 awhile.. went hm nt long ago i receive edmund kor kor say come out 4 awhile.. i am so surprise to c him.. juz a msg he flew bac frm hk juz to console mi.. i am so happi to c him.. tt is when i tel him everythin n i cry.. i m sad.. really v.sad..
nw i am wearing a sun glasses over here blogging.. OMG so pain shouldn't hav cry.. i realize 1 ting when a guy wanna be wif u..he would tel u 101 reasons to hold u bac.. when a guy dun wish to be with u, he would tel u 101 ways to make u leave him. huai ren!!!

2009-02-27T10:27:00.003+08:00

took half dae leave todae, gonna hav btt test ltr..i can expect e outcome le..cos i nv even study for it...a waste of money.. after tt shoppin..i love it!!
i am studying a dip course soon..
i am bac to single life... i feel so happi =)
i really dunno y so happi..mayb i am crazy le...i thought i would feel real sad after breakin...mayb e tings he do n say i really no feelings le.. n i feel rather stupid to stop him...but ytd i feel nth...n i actually can communicate wif his mummy... omg unbelievable hor... c i such a naughty gal...
To : alvin khoo we r still fwens =)

haha...sme 1 confess to mi e previous dae...actually u dun hav to say i already noe abt it.. but i really wan to be alone..i'm sorry..mayb i am tired.. nt becox i gt feelings 4 anyone..i love myself more than anyone else...haha..we can go club together... i miss clubbing =( dun worry abt curfew..cos i dun seems to hav le.. juz cant stay overnite outside..

i am so glad tt so many of fwens console mi..being there 4 mi ...esp 2 sweetie... jie jie really okie le...js is bac...jie will find tym to talk to him... u oso dun tink much k... u r my precious sis..i dun hope u r sad...

Got a lecture frm cynthia, haha..cos she say i too negative dun hav confidence in self...actually i should hav positive tinking & confidence in myself .. haha... i will hav 100% confidence soon.. i can de..

ytd nite meet nicholas n fwens..we really hav fun chatting..n they say i grown up le...n thx 4 e compliment.. =)

i gt a silly fwen whu always hop tt i get married soon..lol.. i dun even hav a bf hw to get married.. n it nv cross my mind of getting married..

2009-02-25T10:27:00.004+08:00

Happi 21st Bdae Gal!!!

Happi bdae hui lian

Stay Cheerful n happi always =)

2009-02-18T10:05:00.004+08:00

Special little tings frm japan
- magazine
-chocolates
-hello kitty charm
-accessories
- red packet

i tink other than my parents giv mi such a big amt of money in red packet,i tink onli u le lo..$ 50 dollars wor..haha..thx.. i tink i overspend tis mth le..i muz study hard so tt i hav higher income..Argh..
derek, thx 4 ur gifts

todae getting new car le,my precious dear muz be extremely happi n looking forward to it.. =)
Model : Honda Civic 1.8

2009-02-16T09:41:00.006+08:00

07/02/09 (Saturday)

-meeting him 4 awhile
- v.firz tym in kitchen makin bolo spag~~

08/02/09 (Sunday)

- Surprise 4 him * bolo spag *
- went to e temple n pray wif his parents, sis n her bf
-hm sweet hm

12/02/09 ( Thursday)

-Receive a sweet little present frm dear, a heart shape pendant frm citigems
-Lunch @ swensen (advance celebration 4 val dae & 1st mth)
-went to watch a movie..
Movie title : Look for a star
Short Review: Sam (ANDY LAU) is considered the most eligible bachelor in town. Not only is he a young, smart, and insightful entrepreneur with a coveted fortune, he also happens to be a blithe spirit with a carefree attitude to life. However, every success has its price. Sam has already divorced three times and finds himself crawling back to the game of love sooner than he has expected. It is love at first sight when Sam chances upon a feisty, fast-talking woman with the odd name of Milan (SHU QI) at a casino. But the catch is, she is a part-time poker dealer and a full-time cabaret dancer, “careers” not exactly congruent with his station in life. Fallen in love against all odds, this mismatched couple soon makes headline in all media which turn Milan into an It girl overnight…
- dinner wif his parents
-hm sweet hm

Friday
13/02/09

-Receive a bouquet of blue roses wif bears n a bracelet frm edmund kor kor

Lovely Saturday
14/02/09 (Happy Valentine Day!!!)

-receive a box of choc frm adrian **** Merci Choc ****

-Went to dear hse actually decided to bake cookies..but due to laziness we din bake haha..

but we prepare lunch 2 gether, Salmon fillet,cheese hotdog,minced pork balls.

watching a movie 2 gether.. 不能说的秘密 2nd tym watchin.. halfway i fall asleep lyk a pig.. tired tired tired..

-hm sweet hm

Sweet Sunday

15/02/09

-dear went to fetch mi to his hm early in e morning , after tt bac to his beauty slp..
he slp lyk a log..lol... oopss..shhh..
-afternoon meet serene 4 lunch 2 gether
- dear playing piano..
-Evening playing game wif dear.. its a online game *bowling* its real fun playing wif him..
afterall its fair no win nor lose.. lol..he got to buy e make up stuff 4 mi n i gt to buy teppanyaki 4 him..
-dinner wif his parents
-hm sweet hm

2009-01-31T09:23:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Sweetie to do tis...
1. Do you have secrets?
Yes..
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
yupp..i do hav an ex younger than mi by 1yrs old..Oopss..
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yupp, i miss those sweetest period of tym wif my sec skool fwen.Corliss(xiu qi),Erin (Su fang),Abrenda(Hui Lian),Hui Shan..
4. What would you do with a billion dollar?
it hav nv cross my mind.. if i do..i would be v.happi..
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
NO!! haha.. i wun..
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
wad do u tink??? of cos bein loved by sme 1..hahaxxx
7. List five favorite movies.
Twilight..i can't tink of any other than tis..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wish tt he would Stay happi wif e one he luv..
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Not @ e moment..
10. Do you have any regrets?
Yupp..
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
a married lady?? Career Woman..Dots..Hahaxx..
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family,bf,fwens
13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor???
14. What is your favourite colour?
Pink, Purple,White n Black
15. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
eh ...i dunno
17. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?
Hong Kong, Japan,Korea,Taiwan, ireland
18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
i lyk both..

2009-01-27T20:47:00.009+08:00

Mi n Shir~~My sweetest cousin..

Mi =) nerd nerd face lol

Mi n Serene (Shir's fwen)

Mi n Shir~~~~~~

Mi n Serene~~~~~

Mi n Su Anne(jie)~~~~

Mi~~~

Mi~~

2009-01-27T20:06:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow gt to wk so boring sia..i dun wan to resume bac to wk but no choice gt to go..if nt whu support mi..hahaxx.. anywae todae chattin wif one of my fwen online..he say i look lyk jamie yeo..whose tt?? regardless is pretti or ugly..anywae thx..but i am mi...So i juz wanna look lyk myself..n thx 4 sayin mi pretti..lol..but i look ugly haha...well, i am so boring..i am missin him lots.. we chatt on fone but 4 a v.short while..haizz..i hope we can chat 4 long hourss..cos i really missin him lol.. i m v.mushy hor..ya..perhaps mayb but i am nt.. but he seems lyk nth to tok to mi n his background always so noisy..sob sob sob..

2009-01-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

bloggie tym, todae is chinese new year.. hereby wishin u all a happi chinese new year..
mi ,my kor n my parents went to e temple,afternoon, we went to my grandma hse to tak red packets..i meet my elder cousin..i call him ah wee kor kor..we lyk to mak fun of each other e moment we met.. after tt bac hm sweet hm.. play poker cards wif my family,its fun but i always lose...n i lose to my daddy...grr...but when e game ends he will return all my money to mi..haha..v.good rite..my precious dear go msia le,miz him lots..wondering wad's he doin rite nw.. anywae he keep askin mi to blog..i feel i lyk nth to blog lei..anywae i still nt recover yet..i wan to recover soon.. SObxx...

2009-01-14T21:15:00.003+08:00

i was tinkin wad to post..nw i noe le.. we been quarrelin..haizz..i hate quarreling.. abt his ex,tt gal,lots of small little issue..i am tinking y a couple would keep quarreling..Can couples dun quarrel..Juz be a sweet couple =)
dinner wif his parents,i still feel uncomfortable.. i am still nt used to it.. nt becox they r unfriendly..they r friendly...I NEED MORE TIME!!!
He is goin 4 bball training 2 morrow..i tink we wun be meeting 2 morrow either..Sadxx

To sme 1:
todae u told mi tt u really hop tt there is a glimpse of hop tt we r able to patch, i simply smile n walk away.. my reply i can't...i dun wish keep rakin abt e past..but e moment i c u i'll rmb those hurt u given mi in past.. when i saw e pink color soft toy in ur car to mi is e biggest hurt..u pierce e word "hurt" in my heart hw could u expect mi to be by ur side..i can't...i noe u realize ur mistake n already apologise to mi..but everything is too late..

2009-01-12T09:49:00.004+08:00

Saturday 10/01/2009
After wk i meet dear than head dwn to orchard to meet serene & her bf..but they r late..n they r v.late alrite..her bf told her to lie to mi tat they are on the way towards orchard ..in e mrt..i keep asking which stop r u at? She juz couldn't reply calling her no ans..hey i am damm angry k.. mi n dear went to cine to wait 4 them.. due to sme reasons serene come dwn to meet us alone..without wasting much precious tym,we bought movie tickets. Movie name :Passenger b4 e movie we wnt to hk cafe n eat.. i eat chicken chop..after tt we ordered a dessert mango snow ice.. chit chatting in e cafe till abt 5?? than we went 4 our movie.. e movie i rated 1/5 can? So boring.. no ending @ all.. i almost fall asleep in e theatre..after e movie,went to his hse awhile than head bac hm sweet hm..
Sunday 11/01/2009
Mornin he come fetch mi to his hse, on way to his hse had sme quarrels..i compare him to my ex..anywae i 'm sorry i noe NO ONE would lyk comparison.. n i do appreciate u come n fetch mi so early alrite..abt 10 plus he fall asleep but i juz couldn't stop makin him awake... i noe he is lack of slp cos he slp v.late e dae b4, so i decided to meet serene out 4 lunch so tt i wun keep on disturbing him..but he is angry showin mi attitude..omg..i hate it la..i hate quarrels...i try to console him n ask him to go along wif mi??? but....long story..lazy to type..i juz go ahead lo...after meeting serene we went to long john silver to eat after tt i tak away mac 4 him to eat..hmm..i got difficulty openin his hse door had a few trys but still can't open..alrite i giv him a cal..but tt pig is sleepin..haha..i tel myself if e door nt going to open i shall leave juz lyk tt.. haha..n it open lol.. i c tt pig's phone saw his phone..he seen e msg but juz dun wanna reply..okie fine..dunno y i go n c his call list i saw ebel..OH my..of coz i am angry nw..i am goin to mak a big fuss of it..but i try to calm myself dwn n ask him to get away n lett mi cool dwn firz..but he juz keep on xplainin,he try to look 4 amanda's help to xplain to mi..but to no avail..haha..hmm.. but after e pro solve.. dun wish to say abt it le..
To angeline, firstly i am sorry i look through ur love notes.. ur love notes are really touching,i almost cry..i noe towards alvin u still love him lots.. he feel guilty towards you.. but so sorry i cannot return him to u..i am selfish..but i hope u can find ur true love soon..n i do hop u all can be normal friends..i noe is hard on u, u still hav feelings 4 him so its hard to accept him as friend..tym will heal everyting alrite..dun be upset..cheer up..
To ebel, hey can u plss stop msging or calling my bf..wad's e call 4? becoz of u ,we quarrel it doesn't worth it @ all.. i am nt being unreasonable or wad..i am juz voicing out wad i am unhappi wif on my blogg.. u cal him tt nite saying tt u r drunk??? wad is tis?? U DUNNO HE GT GF? he is worried 4 ya go n fetch u.. Seriously speakin, i am angry wif him too..y should he go n fetch u?? Can u reflect on urself e ways u r doing.. i am telling u,u r nt drunk..i really hate ya.. y am i pouring all these sorrows on my blog instead of telling u myself..cos i feel is a waste of tym msging u.. n i wun do such tings..

2009-01-10T09:58:00.002+08:00

I'm boring @ wk..so decided to updatexx blog..ltr will be shoppin wif dear,serene,her bf,joe,her bf's sis n di..omg lyk bringin whole family go shoppin..LOL...firstly we will be goin far east plaza to shopp..after tt lunch?? than to bugis or vivo?? i tink we should had our lunch firz..cos i haven eaten breakfast yet..i am hungry nw =(
fiona is pregnant..congrats.. i love babies...they r cute n adorable...when would i hav one??? LOL haha..i am talkin rubbish..
To sme1 : Doesn't my actions proven enuf to u to stop all these..it wun makes any difference..U tel mi u regret than y in e firz place wan say those hurtful words.. i thought after tt dae i tel u we r impossible u will stop all these act..but it seems lyk endless.. todae u bought mi breakfast n waited 4 mi downstairs.. Sorri i juz walk off..i dun feel anyting @ all..its all over understand??? Sorri e words i say nw mayb hurtful..but tt is wad u teach mi in past..We r still colleagues 4eva will be..

2009-01-09T20:20:00.004+08:00

Nw dear muz be playin bball while i am here blogging.. haha..my dear found a temp job le..happi 4 him..i feel happi too cos i dun need to cal a pig wak up everydae le..haha...dear would kill mi if he seen tis post..hahahaha :P
ytd after wk meet dear..7 plus dine out wif his parents..i feel so scare @ firz..but after chatting awhile wif his mum..i feel they r friendly n funny..i realize his parents r v.lovely couple..=)

To Dearest alvin khoo, thx 4 assuring mi tt u wun leave mi..i am happi tt u came into my life.. i love you lotss..

2009-01-05T14:47:00.004+08:00

nw shall updates ya.. hmmm...fiona wedding..on e 28th dec 2008 venue :temple..its kind of cool to hav a wedding @ temple..cos gods will be e witness of tis marriage.. yupp..after tt is happi new yr..last dae of 2008 i went to su anne's bf fwens bdae.. i saw lots of ppl but all i dunno de..lol..ya than to clark quay pub..intend to hav a drink due to sme reasons we wnt off ..after tt we wnt to sembawang mac n hav supper than bac hm swe3t home..

*2009* forget e past look forward e future
01/01/09 meet out alvin go vivo had lunch " Thai Express " evening head to cine to watch a movie "Transporter 3" i find tt its nt as nice as transporter 1 & 2.. So i rate is 3/5..
02/01/09 meetups ite fwens wnt to coffeebean 4 a chat..
03/01/09 meet eden 4 awhile in e noon.. evenin tym Calvin Bdae.. Happi bdae, So Sorry i go off so soon.. u muz be angry wif mi tt dae hor..So Sorry.. after tt acc alvin go his fwen amenda 21 st bdae..
04/01/09 i am attached..i love my dear lots..
05/01/09 meet calvin awhile than went hm..
06/01/09 meet dear...

Chinese new year comin le..i wan shoppin XD..
Shall uploads photos when i reach hm..

2008-12-25T12:53:00.002+08:00

todae is christmas dae..merry xmas to everyone!!! thx sc 4 e gift..thx my kor 4 e present too..lol..ytd went to zouk..is quite fun..amazing ya..its e firz tym i went..actually sme hw i still tinkin where he went to celebrate christmas...sad ya...haha..but i did enjoy wif them..shijun,soonchi,jeanie,serene n lots lots ya..they r cool..dance & drink.. i saw lots of pretti gals ya..but their dressing..eh..no commments..hahaxx..but u all should noe rite..

2008-12-22T12:12:00.006+08:00

Fridae nite i went out wif sc, we went to new york new york to hav a drink n chat sec skool life stuff..lol... than we wnt to e face shop to test perfume..he wanted to buy a gift 4 his mum as a christmas present..So sweet ya..
Sat after wk meet serene n sc we went to far east plaza shoppin..but din get myself anytin juz window shoppin.. after tt we wnt to watch movie.."twilight" tis movie is cool n interesting ya...is worth watchin.. i rate it 5/5.. abt 8 plus we wnt 4 a drink @ balcony..than hm sweet hm of cos...
I AM NOT DRUNK LOL..
Sun afternoon meet calvin chat,evening meet jiasheng hav dinner @ yishun area...
seems tt lots of ppl waitin 4 mi to update my blog hor..no worries tis tym nt going to mia ya.. juz onli lazy to update...givmi more tym ya.. ya christmas is comin...excitin ya??? but do i? i dun seems to be happi at all..but i'll try ya!! Yeah..christmas eve goin out wif fwens...Sweet xmas...
N i am sick sick sick ya..my voice so weird,hatexx it.. i wan my voice bac loll.. ya i dream of a bad bad dream..i dreamt tt he n my best fwen getting married..OMG..of cos i stop it..i slap him..but my best fwen slap mi..she told mi she luv him lots n wanted to be wif him y do i keep stoppin her..after e slap i awake..SO SCARY..lol..my cheek do hurtss..anywae is a dream..
Hereby wishin u all, early merry xmas...
Will update soon..

2008-12-14T10:27:00.011+08:00

ytd we (Jia sheng,mi, kevin n serene) wnt to amk hub to eat.. went to pin shi to eat.. Pin shi is smeting lyk hongkong cafe..

nw i shall upload sme photos.. LOoks appetizing rite?

After tt jia sheng went to his fwen bdae party.. kelvin meet his fwen..mi n serene went to my god bro bdae party @ changi NSRCC due to sme reasons we left early.. yupp after tis we wnt to clark quay meet serene's online fwen.. lastly we wnt 4 dinner @ sbw blk 313 coffeeShop!!!

Shoppin Princess

2008-12-13T09:40:00.004+08:00

i am addicted to shoppin XD.. haha..i dunno y too..mayb i haven recover frm e hurt..but nw i feel tt being single is a good choice.. cos i can spend more tyms wif fwens.. xmas coming.. will feel abit sad..but its okie.. i muz be independent..
without u i can oso lead mi life happily..

i hate you

2008-12-10T10:55:00.004+08:00

So boring @ wk..tink of changing job..but nw economic crisic..hard to find jobxx...
i hate to c him ya..c him makes mi recall lots of unhappiness..
all tis words dun hav to be u to say.. i can say.. MSG u than is a waste of my msg, askin mi to reflect on myself?? i tel u..i nv eva done tings beyond it..i hav my limits..i dun need u to teach mi hw to...is u.. U r e one who bk promises being a two timer.. BY doin tis means u r mature enuf? NO!!! U r childish..PLs dun say i am childish..by doin all these is u force mi to do so...but i wun be childish enuf to act as others to chat wif ya.. I m nt tt crazy in u.. In e firz place,I might be puttin lots of effort.. when i dunno tt u betray mi..but when i noe everyting ends!!! REFLECT ON URSELF..wad i seen in ur car n u dare deny..UR lies n everything.. i really tink of exposin ur lies n everyting..but retink abt it..do u really deserve 4 mi to do so? NO!!! is only a waste of my youth n tym on u..I really feel lyk slappin u..Such a fantastic lier..

2008-12-08T20:14:00.003+08:00

Tag by Corliss..
1. What Have You Been Doing Recently?
wkin,shoppin wif fwens

2. Do You Ever Turn Your Cell Phone Off?
No..

3. What Happened At 10am Today?
Nth happen

4. When Did You Last Cry?
Recently after bk up

5. Believe In Fate/Destiny?
I used to...

6. What Do You Want In Your Life Now?
I wan to be an air stewardess flyin all around e world

7. Do You Tend To Make Relationship Complicated?
I dunno..i Hate to ans tis qns

8. Are You Wearing Anything You Borrow From Someone?
No!

9. What Was The Last Movie You Caught?
Forgotten..

10. Does That Person Know You Like Him/Her?
yes..but nw i doesn't lyk him

11. Who Always Make Me Laugh?
My Ex bf and Fwens..

12. Do You Speak Languages Other Than English?
Yupp..

13. Favourite Website(s)?
Friendster

14. What Are You Doing Tomorrow?
Working

15. What Do You Think You Are Like?
Angel but goin to be devil

16. Who Will You Choose To Die With?
Can i choose???I can't predict..

17. Where Have You Been Today?
Sun plaza

18. What Game Do You Play Often?
i Dun play games..

19. Who Are You Missing Right Now?
him..but he doesn't worth 4 mi to miss

20. If You Have To Choose Between A Friend And Love, Who Will You Choose?
fwens..NO MORE LURBE I HATE HIM

21. What Are You Doing Now?
D0ing tis..

22.Which Primary School Are You From?
Peixin Primary & Sembawang pri

23. Name Three Colours That You Like?
Pink Purpur n Black white oops!!! is 3 colors

24. What Emoticon Do You Like To Show?
none

25. What Is Life To You?
Life seems so meaningless.. but i will mak it colourful

26. If You Have Something Troubling You, What Will You Do?
talk to my fwen

27. Who Did You Last Chat With On MSN Today?
wz

28.Who Do You Admire The Most?
no 1

29. Which Month Were You Born In?
May

30.How Are You Feeling Right Now?
Sad

31. What Is The Time Now?
8.33 PM

32. What Kind Of Person Do You Think The One Who Tag You Is?
Sweetie :) angel

33. What Colour Would You Use To Dye Your Hair?
light brown

34. Why Are You Doing This Test?
i am being tagged by corliss

35. What Do You Do When You're Moody?
watch youtube

36. At Which Stage Do You Wish To Get Married?
I dun wish to get married..too many bad guys le

37. Who Is More Important To You?
Family n fwens NO MORE BF

38. If Today Is The Last Day Of Your Life, What Will You Do?
Spend e tym with my family..

39. Who Is,Are The People,Person You Trust The Most?
mummy

41. If You Have A Dream To Come True, What Would It Be?
i wan a long lasting rs..faithful wun 2 tym ..happily 4 eva..

42. What Is Your Goal For This Year?
NO goals..yr2008 is endin..

43. Do You Believe In Eternity Love?
Yes..when i hav nt met him..

44. What Feeling Do You Love Most?
loved?? i can't feel rite @ e moment

45. Do You Really Think It's Global Warming Now?
NO!

46. What Feeling Do You Hate The Most?
Being cheated

47. Do You Like Doing Quizzes?
Still ok..

48. Do You Believe In God?
mayb i do..

50. What Do You Think Is The Most Important Thing In Your Life?
Family

51. What Will You Bring When You Fight?
PenKnife..

52.What Have You Regretted Doing In Your Whole Life?
Being wif him

53. What Do You Do If Nobody Cared For You Any Longer?
e Pro is Do i cared 4 myself?

54. What Will You Do If Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend Two-Timed You?
I can't tolerate..i really hate tis fuckin feelings..2 tym n wouldn't admit..wad kind of guy r u? lier.. come into my world n mess it up..its OKIE fuck off my life..YES i mean it..

55. How Do You Feel Now?
feel lyk killing him.

Christmas :D

2008-12-08T13:34:00.006+08:00

Its mi.. i am bac to blog..