To : shir i can onli tel u tt 4 wad i know abt js. JS doesn't hav anyone in mind. he hav his reasons by saying this perhaps he feel is really unfair to u ..doesn't mean he don't hav feelings 4 u. Indeed,he really cares 4 u lots... when he is bac, he cal mi n ask whether how r u? tis proves tt @ least he care. i noe u really dun wish to giv up on tis rs.. jie oso wun ask u to giv up on him.. Y? cos i should learn frm ur positive tinking.. U wun giv up smetings easily. i tink mayb ltr i will meet him.. perhaps ltr than c whether he wanna say tis topic k.. if he dun feel lyk sayin i wun bring it up..cos he will feel v.vexed.. unless he really would talk abt ur rs pro..i will try hard to help u k .. i promise..u muz oso promise mi nt to cry le..
To : Serene U seems to hav v.childish tinking..mayb perhaps when u tel mi u really wan break up wif ur bf tt is becox he lie to u tt he go msia to play instead of work. but when i ask u, u really mean ur words wanted to break up u cannot ans mi.. Do u noe y? is becox u care n love 4 him. i understand.. n i noe u r upset when he lie to u.. u juz throw e phone on e ground n say tt beta dun look 4 u when he is bac to spore.. BUT ask urself again, Do u really wan tis to happen tt he doesn't even find u when he is bac, u dun wish rite? So y say break up? my advice to u, wait 4 him to be bac frm msia, c whether hw he xplain to u. perhaps he really din mean to lie to u.. he juz wanna go relax himself. doesn't mean he done sme ting behind ur bac.. if he really does ,he wun even bother to tel u where he gone to.. dun repeatly saying break up, it will onli makes him feel u doesn't even lyk him, u can say break up so easily. eventually he will lett u go.. understand??
As 4 mi, many of u msg mi ask mi whether y i am so happi after break up.. y am i so cruel? y i doesn't even hav feelings 4 him? when sme 1 tel u tt he doesn't even have feeling 4 u or when sme 1 tel u tt he doesn't even wanna patch would u hold him bac? NO RITE.. when shir told mi i should wk hard givin mi encouragement, when i thought its my mistake..i try hard to hold him bac le.. but his ans still e same he onli wanna be fwens. when sme 1 doesn't even repent on his mistakes.. he juz keep on doin e same tings hurting u over n over. tellin mi those excuses tt being his gf criteria is building up good rs wif his family.. no matter yes or no, his parents juz dun lyk mi. they onli lyk his ex. if he really loves mi he will wk hard wif mi to change his parents mindset but he dun wish to. Telling u tt he wk can't even msg..but in past can?? would u really believe his words? he juz simply change.. Y still hold onto him.. Since he is so happi breaking up.. y nt let him be? his ans to mi to he will nt be wif any more gal juz wanna focus on his studies n work? is it? i really dunno.. as 4 shir she wanna noe abt js tings i can find out n tel u abt it..but 4 him..i doesn't even noe his family or fwens well..nobody would tel mi whether is he attached or nt unless he's willing to tel mi e truth himself... u all really tink i so heartless? Dun feel a single ting.. tt is lie.. i do feel sme ting i am a human being nt a soul without a heart.. i still miss e way he play piano.. touch my nose..everyting.. but he juz doesn't love mi...perhaps he love others..perhaps he doesn't even wan to get into rs juz wanna fool around??? i can onli guess... i dun hav an ans... i doesn't cry.. ya i dun cry in front of him, cos i dun need pity.. Ytd meeting those 2 gals.. i noe they r sad..instead of crying making things worst i gt to talk to them explain to them.. meetin kelvin 4 awhile.. went hm nt long ago i receive edmund kor kor say come out 4 awhile.. i am so surprise to c him.. juz a msg he flew bac frm hk juz to console mi.. i am so happi to c him.. tt is when i tel him everythin n i cry.. i m sad.. really v.sad.. nw i am wearing a sun glasses over here blogging.. OMG so pain shouldn't hav cry.. i realize 1 ting when a guy wanna be wif u..he would tel u 101 reasons to hold u bac.. when a guy dun wish to be with u, he would tel u 101 ways to make u leave him. huai ren!!!
LOVED, ♥
8:59 AM
Friday, February 27, 2009
took half dae leave todae, gonna hav btt test ltr..i can expect e outcome le..cos i nv even study for it...a waste of money.. after tt shoppin..i love it!! i am studying a dip course soon.. i am bac to single life... i feel so happi =) i really dunno y so happi..mayb i am crazy le...i thought i would feel real sad after breakin...mayb e tings he do n say i really no feelings le.. n i feel rather stupid to stop him...but ytd i feel nth...n i actually can communicate wif his mummy... omg unbelievable hor... c i such a naughty gal... To : alvin khoo we r still fwens =) haha...sme 1 confess to mi e previous dae...actually u dun hav to say i already noe abt it.. but i really wan to be alone..i'm sorry..mayb i am tired.. nt becox i gt feelings 4 anyone..i love myself more than anyone else...haha..we can go club together... i miss clubbing =( dun worry abt curfew..cos i dun seems to hav le.. juz cant stay overnite outside.. i am so glad tt so many of fwens console mi..being there 4 mi ...esp 2 sweetie... jie jie really okie le...js is bac...jie will find tym to talk to him... u oso dun tink much k... u r my precious sis..i dun hope u r sad... Got a lecture frm cynthia, haha..cos she say i too negative dun hav confidence in self...actually i should hav positive tinking & confidence in myself .. haha... i will hav 100% confidence soon.. i can de.. ytd nite meet nicholas n fwens..we really hav fun chatting..n they say i grown up le...n thx 4 e compliment.. =) i gt a silly fwen whu always hop tt i get married soon..lol.. i dun even hav a bf hw to get married.. n it nv cross my mind of getting married..
LOVED, ♥
10:27 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Happi 21st Bdae Gal!!!
Happi bdae hui lian
Stay Cheerful n happi always =)
LOVED, ♥
10:27 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Special little tings frm japan - magazine -chocolates -hello kitty charm -accessories - red packet
i tink other than my parents giv mi such a big amt of money in red packet,i tink onli u le lo..$ 50 dollars wor..haha..thx.. i tink i overspend tis mth le..i muz study hard so tt i hav higher income..Argh.. derek, thx 4 ur gifts
todae getting new car le,my precious dear muz be extremely happi n looking forward to it.. =) Model : Honda Civic 1.8
LOVED, ♥
10:05 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
07/02/09 (Saturday)
-meeting him 4 awhile - v.firz tym in kitchen makin bolo spag~~
08/02/09 (Sunday)
- Surprise 4 him * bolo spag * - went to e temple n pray wif his parents, sis n her bf -hm sweet hm
12/02/09 ( Thursday)
-Receive a sweet little present frm dear, a heart shape pendant frm citigems -Lunch @ swensen (advance celebration 4 val dae & 1st mth) -went to watch a movie.. Movie title : Look for a star Short Review: Sam (ANDY LAU) is considered the most eligible bachelor in town. Not only is he a young, smart, and insightful entrepreneur with a coveted fortune, he also happens to be a blithe spirit with a carefree attitude to life. However, every success has its price. Sam has already divorced three times and finds himself crawling back to the game of love sooner than he has expected. It is love at first sight when Sam chances upon a feisty, fast-talking woman with the odd name of Milan (SHU QI) at a casino. But the catch is, she is a part-time poker dealer and a full-time cabaret dancer, “careers” not exactly congruent with his station in life. Fallen in love against all odds, this mismatched couple soon makes headline in all media which turn Milan into an It girl overnight… - dinner wif his parents -hm sweet hm
Friday 13/02/09
-Receive a bouquet of blue roses wif bears n a bracelet frm edmund kor kor
Lovely Saturday 14/02/09 (Happy Valentine Day!!!)
-receive a box of choc frm adrian **** Merci Choc ****
-Went to dear hse actually decided to bake cookies..but due to laziness we din bake haha..
but we prepare lunch 2 gether, Salmon fillet,cheese hotdog,minced pork balls.
watching a movie 2 gether.. 不能说的秘密 2nd tym watchin.. halfway i fall asleep lyk a pig.. tired tired tired..
-hm sweet hm
Sweet Sunday
15/02/09
-dear went to fetch mi to his hm early in e morning , after tt bac to his beauty slp.. he slp lyk a log..lol... oopss..shhh.. -afternoon meet serene 4 lunch 2 gether - dear playing piano.. -Evening playing game wif dear.. its a online game *bowling* its real fun playing wif him.. afterall its fair no win nor lose.. lol..he got to buy e make up stuff 4 mi n i gt to buy teppanyaki 4 him.. -dinner wif his parents -hm sweet hm
