To : shir i can onli tel u tt 4 wad i know abt js. JS doesn't hav anyone in mind. he hav his reasons by saying this perhaps he feel is really unfair to u ..doesn't mean he don't hav feelings 4 u. Indeed,he really cares 4 u lots... when he is bac, he cal mi n ask whether how r u? tis proves tt @ least he care. i noe u really dun wish to giv up on tis rs.. jie oso wun ask u to giv up on him.. Y? cos i should learn frm ur positive tinking.. U wun giv up smetings easily. i tink mayb ltr i will meet him.. perhaps ltr than c whether he wanna say tis topic k.. if he dun feel lyk sayin i wun bring it up..cos he will feel v.vexed.. unless he really would talk abt ur rs pro..i will try hard to help u k .. i promise..u muz oso promise mi nt to cry le..
To : Serene U seems to hav v.childish tinking..mayb perhaps when u tel mi u really wan break up wif ur bf tt is becox he lie to u tt he go msia to play instead of work. but when i ask u, u really mean ur words wanted to break up u cannot ans mi.. Do u noe y? is becox u care n love 4 him. i understand.. n i noe u r upset when he lie to u.. u juz throw e phone on e ground n say tt beta dun look 4 u when he is bac to spore.. BUT ask urself again, Do u really wan tis to happen tt he doesn't even find u when he is bac, u dun wish rite? So y say break up? my advice to u, wait 4 him to be bac frm msia, c whether hw he xplain to u. perhaps he really din mean to lie to u.. he juz wanna go relax himself. doesn't mean he done sme ting behind ur bac.. if he really does ,he wun even bother to tel u where he gone to.. dun repeatly saying break up, it will onli makes him feel u doesn't even lyk him, u can say break up so easily. eventually he will lett u go.. understand??
As 4 mi, many of u msg mi ask mi whether y i am so happi after break up.. y am i so cruel? y i doesn't even hav feelings 4 him? when sme 1 tel u tt he doesn't even have feeling 4 u or when sme 1 tel u tt he doesn't even wanna patch would u hold him bac? NO RITE.. when shir told mi i should wk hard givin mi encouragement, when i thought its my mistake..i try hard to hold him bac le.. but his ans still e same he onli wanna be fwens. when sme 1 doesn't even repent on his mistakes.. he juz keep on doin e same tings hurting u over n over. tellin mi those excuses tt being his gf criteria is building up good rs wif his family.. no matter yes or no, his parents juz dun lyk mi. they onli lyk his ex. if he really loves mi he will wk hard wif mi to change his parents mindset but he dun wish to. Telling u tt he wk can't even msg..but in past can?? would u really believe his words? he juz simply change.. Y still hold onto him.. Since he is so happi breaking up.. y nt let him be? his ans to mi to he will nt be wif any more gal juz wanna focus on his studies n work? is it? i really dunno.. as 4 shir she wanna noe abt js tings i can find out n tel u abt it..but 4 him..i doesn't even noe his family or fwens well..nobody would tel mi whether is he attached or nt unless he's willing to tel mi e truth himself... u all really tink i so heartless? Dun feel a single ting.. tt is lie.. i do feel sme ting i am a human being nt a soul without a heart.. i still miss e way he play piano.. touch my nose..everyting.. but he juz doesn't love mi...perhaps he love others..perhaps he doesn't even wan to get into rs juz wanna fool around??? i can onli guess... i dun hav an ans... i doesn't cry.. ya i dun cry in front of him, cos i dun need pity.. Ytd meeting those 2 gals.. i noe they r sad..instead of crying making things worst i gt to talk to them explain to them.. meetin kelvin 4 awhile.. went hm nt long ago i receive edmund kor kor say come out 4 awhile.. i am so surprise to c him.. juz a msg he flew bac frm hk juz to console mi.. i am so happi to c him.. tt is when i tel him everythin n i cry.. i m sad.. really v.sad.. nw i am wearing a sun glasses over here blogging.. OMG so pain shouldn't hav cry.. i realize 1 ting when a guy wanna be wif u..he would tel u 101 reasons to hold u bac.. when a guy dun wish to be with u, he would tel u 101 ways to make u leave him. huai ren!!!
